外在美和内在美(1)
THERE was once a sculptor, named Alfred. He had won the large gold medal and obtained a travelling scholarship. Therefore he went to Italy, and then came back to his native land. He was young at that time?
Indeed, he is young still, although he is ten years older than he was then.
On his return, he went to visit one of the little towns in the island of Zealand. The whole town knew who the stranger was; and one of the richest men in the place gave a party in his honor, and all who were of any consequence, or who possessed some property, were invited. It was quite an event, and all the town knew of it, so that it was not necessary to announce it by beat of drum. Apprentice-boys, children of the poor, and even the poor people themselves, stood before the house, watching the lighted windows; and the watchman might easily fancy he was giving a party also, there were so many people in the streets. There was quite an air of festivity about it, and the house was full of it; for Mr. Alfred, the sculptor, was there. He talked and told anecdotes, and every one listened to him with pleasure, not unmingled with awe; but none felt so much respect for him as did the elderly widow of a naval officer. She seemed, so far as Mr. Alfred was concerned, to be like a piece of fresh blotting-paper that absorbed all he said and asked for more. She was very appreciative, and incredibly ignorant- a kind of female Gaspar Hauser.
"I should like to see Rome," she said; "it must be a lovely city, or so many foreigners would not be constantly arriving there. Now, do give me a description of Rome. How does the city look when you enter in at the gate?"
"I cannot very well describe it," said the sculptor; "but you enter on a large open space, in the center of which stands an obelisk, which is a thousand years old."
"An organist!" exclaimed the lady, who had never heard the word 'obelisk.' Several of the guests could scarcely forbear laughing, and the sculptor would have had some difficulty in keeping his countenance, but the smile on his lips faded away; for he caught sight of a pair of dark-blue eyes close by the side of the inquisitive lady. They belonged to her daughter; and surely no one who had such a daughter could be silly. The mother was like a fountain of questions; and the daughter, who listened but never spoke, might have passed for the beautiful maid of the fountain. How charming she was! She was a study for the sculptor to contemplate, but not to converse with; for she did not speak, or, at least, very seldom.
"Has the pope a great family?" inquired the lady.
The young man answered considerately, as if the question had been a different one,
"No; he does not come from a great family."
"That is not what I asked," persisted the widow; "I mean, has he a wife and children?"
"The pope is not allowed to marry," replied the gentleman.
"I don't like that," was the lady's remark.
She certainly might have asked more sensible questions; but if she had not been allowed to say just what she liked, would her daughter have been there, leaning so gracefully on her shoulder, and looking straight before her, with a smile that was almost mournful on her face?
Mr. Alfred again spoke of Italy, and of the glorious colors in Italian scenery; the purple hills, the deep blue of the Mediterranean, the azure of southern skies, whose brightness and glory could only be surpassed in the north by the deep-blue eyes of a maiden; and he said this with a peculiar intonation; but she who should have understood his meaning looked quite unconscious of it, which also was charming.
"Beautiful Italy!" sighed some of the guests.
"Oh, to travel there!" exclaimed others.
"Charming! Charming!" echoed from every voice.
"I may perhaps win a hundred thousand dollars in the lottery," said the naval officer's widow; "and if I do, we will travel- I and my daughter; and you, Mr. Alfred, must be our guide. We can all three travel together, with one or two more of our good friends." And she nodded in such a friendly way at the company, that each imagined himself to be the favored person who was to accompany them to Italy. "Yes, we must go," she continued; "but not to those parts where there are robbers. We will keep to Rome. Inthe public roads one is always safe."
The daughter sighed very gently; and how much there may be in a sigh, or attributed to it! The young man attributed a great deal of meaning to this sigh. Those deep-blue eyes, which had been lit up this evening in honor of him, must conceal treasures, treasures of heart and mind, richer than all the glories of Rome; and so when he left the party that night, he had lost it completely to the young lady. The house of the naval officer's widow was the one most constantly visited by Mr. Alfred, the sculptor. It was soon understood that his visits were not intended for that lady, though they were the persons who kept up the conversation. He came for the sake of the daughter. They called her Kaela. Her name was really Karen Malena, and these two names had been contracted into the one name Kaela. She was really beautiful; but some said she was rather dull, and slept late of a morning.
"She has been accustomed to that," her mother said. "She is a beauty, and they are always easily tired. She does sleep rather late; but that makes her eyes so clear."
What power seemed to lie in the depths of those dark eyes! The young man felt the truth of the proverb, "Still waters run deep:" and his heart had sunk into their depths. He often talked of his adventures, and the mamma was as simple and eager in her questions as on the first evening they met. It was a pleasure to hear Alfred describe anything. He showed them colored plates of Naples, and spoke of excursions to Mount Vesuvius, and the eruptions of fire from it. The naval officer's widow had never heard of them before.
"Good heavens!" she exclaimed. "So that is a burning mountain; but is it not very dangerous to the people who live near it?"
"Whole cities have been destroyed," he replied; "for instance, Herculaneum and Pompeii."
"Oh, the poor people! And you saw all that with your own eyes?"
"No; I did not see any of the eruptions which are represented in those pictures; but I will show you a sketch of my own, which represents an eruption I once saw."
He placed a pencil sketch on the table; and mamma, who had been over-powered with the appearance of the colored plates, threw a glance at the pale drawing and cried in astonishment, "What, did you see it throw up white fire?"
For a moment, Alfred's respect for Kaela's mamma underwent a sudden shock, and lessened considerably; but, dazzled by the light which surrounded Kaela, he soon found it quite natural that the old lady should have no eye for color. After all, it was of very little consequence; for Kaela's mamma had the best of all possessions; namely, Kaela herself.
Alfred and Kaela were betrothed, which was a very natural result; and the betrothal was announced in the newspaper of the little town. Mama purchased thirty copies of the paper, that she might cut out the paragraph and send it to friends and acquaintances. The betrothed pair were very happy, and the mother was happy too. She said it seemed like connecting herself with Thorwalsden.
"You are a true successor of Thorwalsden," she said to Alfred; and it seemed to him as if, in this instance, mamma had said a clever thing. Kaela was silent; but her eyes shone, her lips smiled, every movement was graceful,- in fact, she was beautiful; that cannot be repeated too often. Alfred decided to take a bust of Kaela as well as of her mother. They sat to him accordingly, and saw how he molded and formed the soft clay with his fingers.
"I suppose it is only on our account that you perform this common-place work yourself, instead of leaving it to your servant to do all that sticking together."
"It is really necessary that I should mould the clay myself," he replied.
"Ah, yes, you are always so polite," said mamma, with a smile; and Kaela silently pressed his hand, all soiled as it was with the clay.
Then he unfolded to them both the beauties of Nature, in all her works; he pointed out to them how, in the scale of creation, inanimate matter was inferior to animate nature; the plant above the mineral, the animal above the plant, and man above them all. He strove to show them how the beauty of the mind could be displayed in the outward form, and that it was the sculptor's task to seize upon that beauty of expression, and produce it in his works. Kaela stood silent, but nodded in approbation of what he said, while mamma-in-law made the following confession:-
"It is difficult to follow you; but I go hobbling along after you with my thoughts, though what you say makes my head whirl round and round. Still I contrive to lay hold on some of it."
Kaela's beauty had a firm hold on Alfred; it filled his soul, and held a mastery over him. Beauty beamed from Kaela's every feature, glittered in her eyes, lurked in the corners of her mouth, and pervaded every movement of her agile fingers. Alfred, the sculptor, saw this. He spoke only to her, thought only of her, and the two became one; and so it may be said she spoke much, for he was always talking to her; and he and she were one. Such was the betrothal, and then came the wedding, with bride's-maids and wedding presents, all duly mentioned in the wedding speech. Mamma-in-law had set up Thorwalsden's bust at the end of the table, attired in a dressing-gown; it was her fancy that he should be a guest. Songs were sung, and cheers given; for it was a gay wedding, and they were a handsome pair. "Pygmalion loved his Galatea," said one of the songs.
"Ah, that is some of your mythologies," said mamma-in-law.
Next day the youthful pair started for Copenhagen, where they were to live; mamma-in-law accompanied them, to attend to the "coarse work," as she always called the domestic arrangements. Kaela looked like a doll in a doll's house, for everything was bright and new, and so fine. There they sat, all three; and as for Alfred, a proverb may describe his position- he looked like a swan amongst the geese. The magic of form had enchanted him; he had looked at the casket without caring to inquire what it contained, and that omission often brings the greatest unhappiness into married life. The casket may be injured, the gilding may fall off, and then the purchaser regrets his bargain.
In a large party it is very disagreeable to find a button giving way, with no studs at hand to fall back upon; but it is worse still in a large company to be conscious that your wife and mother-in-law are talking nonsense, and that you cannot depend upon yourself to produce a little ready wit to carry off the stupidity of the whole affair.
The young married pair often sat together hand in hand; he would talk, but she could only now and then let fall a word in the same melodious voice, the same bell-like tones. It was a mental relief when Sophy, one of her friends, came to pay them a visit. Sophy was not, pretty. She was, however, quite free from any physical deformity, although Kaela used to say she was a little crooked; but no eye, save an intimate acquaintance, would have noticed it. She was a very sensible girl, yet it never occurred to her that she might be a dangerous person in such a house. Her appearance created a new atmosphere in the doll's house, and air was really required, they all owned that. They felt the want of a change of air, and consequently the young couple and their mother traveled to Italy.
"Thank heaven we are at home again within our own four walls," said mamma-in-law and daughter both, on their return after a year's absence.
"There is no real pleasure in travelling," said mamma; "to tell the truth, it's very wearisome; I beg pardon for saying so. I was soon very tired of it, although I had my children with me; and, besides, it's very expensive work travelling, very expensive. And all those galleries one is expected to see, and the quantity of things you are obliged to run after! It must be done, for very shame; you are sure to be asked when you come back if you have seen everything, and will most likely be told that you've omitted to see what was best worth seeing of all. I got tired at last of those endless Madonnas; I began to think I was turning into a Madonna myself."
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他回家以后,又到瑟蓝岛上的一个小市镇上去游览过。镇上所有的人都知道这位来客,知道他是谁。一个非常富有的家庭甚至还为他开过一次宴会。一切有地位和有财产的人都被请来作陪。这真是一件大事情,全镇的人不须打鼓通知就都知道。学徒和穷人的孩子,还有他们几个人的爸爸和妈妈,都跑到门外来,望着那些拉下的、映着灯光的窗帘子。守夜人可以认为这个宴会是他举办的,因为他管辖的这条街上的居民来得特别多。处处是一片欢乐的景象。当然屋子里也是欢乐的,因为雕刻家阿尔夫勒得就在里面。
他谈话,讲故事。大家满怀热忱、高高兴兴地听他讲,但是谁的热忱也比不上一位官员的寡妇。就阿尔夫勒得先生说来,她简直像一张灰色的空白吸墨纸。所有的话她立刻就吸进去了,而且要求多吸一些。她是高度地敏感,出乎意外地无知鈥斺斔且恢峙缘募铀共路好塞尔①。
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有些客人几乎要笑起来。雕刻家也是一样,但是他的笑一来到嘴唇边就消逝了,因为他看到有一对深蓝色大眼睛紧挨着这位好奇的太太。这双眼睛属于刚才讲话的太太的女儿。一个人有这样的女儿决不会是一个糊涂虫。妈妈很像一个专门冒出问话的喷泉,但女儿则是静静地听着,类似一个美丽的、泉水之女神。她是多么可爱啊!她是一个雕刻家应该静看、但是不应该与之交谈的人。事实上她很沉默,话讲得非常少。
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她可能作出比这还要聪明的发问和谈话。但是如果她没有像刚才那样,发出这样的问题和讲出这样的话,也许就是因为她的女儿在靠着她的肩,发出那样略带忧郁的微笑吧?
阿尔夫勒得先生谈论起来。他谈论着:意大利的色彩是多么美,山是多么紫,地中海是多么绿,南方的天是多么蓝鈥斺斦庵置髅暮筒永弥挥斜惫墓媚锏睦堆壑榭梢猿K恼饩浠笆怯兴⒌模怯Ω枚谜饣暗乃匆坏阋裁挥邢殖龆难印U庖部梢运闶氢溍棱澃桑
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女儿轻微地叹了一口气。一声轻微的叹息可能包含着许多意义。或被解释出许多意义!这位年轻人发现它里面的意义特别深长。她的这双蓝眼睛今晚特别为他而发亮;这双眼睛里一定蕴藏着比豪华的罗马更宝贵的内心和灵魂的美。当他离开宴会的时候,他完全被迷住了鈥斺敱徽飧瞿昵岬墓媚锩宰×恕
寡妇的住所现在成了雕刻家阿尔夫勒得先生最常去的地方。人们可以看得出来,他并不是专诚去拜访妈妈的,虽然他谈起话来总是和妈妈在一起。他是为了那个小姐才去的。大家把她叫做珈拉。她的真名字叫做珈伦路玛丽妮。这两个字省写起来就成了珈拉。她非常美丽,但是有人说她很迟钝。她喜欢在早晨睡睡懒觉。
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听阿尔夫勒得先生谈话是一桩愉快的事情。他谈起那不勒斯,谈起在维苏威火山上的漫游。他还拿出几张描绘火山爆发的彩色画片。寡妇从来没有听到过这样的事情,连想都没有想到过。
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他拿出一张铅笔画的速写。妈妈一直在坐着细看那几张鲜艳的彩色画。但她一看到铅笔素描就惊奇地大叫一声:
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有一会儿工夫,阿尔夫勒得先生对妈妈的尊敬似乎消逝了;不过他马上从珈拉的闪光中理解到,她的妈妈没有色彩的感觉。这也没有什么关系。她有最好和最美的东西;她有珈拉。
阿尔夫勒得终于和珈拉订婚了,这是很自然的。订婚的消息在镇上的报纸上登出来了。妈妈把报纸买了30份,因为她要把这消息剪下来,送给她的朋友和熟人。这对订婚的恋人是非常幸福的,未来的丈母娘也是如此鈥斺斔醯煤孟袷歉嗤叨辛饲灼莨叵邓频摹
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阿尔夫勒得觉得她这次倒说了一句聪明话。珈拉什么也没有说,不过她的眼睛在闪着光,她的嘴角上飘着一个微笑鈥斺斔拿恳桓龆鞫际强砂摹J堑模敲览龅模钦饩浠安荒芾鲜侵馗醋潘怠
阿尔夫勒得开始为珈拉和丈母娘塑造一个半身像。她们坐着让他观察,同时望着他怎样用手指塑造和修整柔软的泥土。
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于是他在这件创作中把大自然的美揭露给她们两人看,同时解释着活的东西是怎样高于死的东西,植物是怎样高于矿物;动物是怎样高于植物,人是怎样高于禽兽,精神和美是怎样由形式所表达,一个雕刻师的任务是怎样用具体的形象把这种美表现出来。
珈拉坐着一句话也不讲,只对他的这种思想点头。丈母娘很坦白地说:
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在新娘的屋子里,丈母娘在桌子的一端放了一尊半身像。这是多瓦尔生穿着便服的半身像。他应该也是一个客人鈥斺斦馐撬囊馑肌4蠹页瑁蠹腋杀蛭馐且桓鲇淇斓幕槔瘢禄榉蚋疽彩且欢悦览龅娜硕S幸恢Ц璩牛衡溒じ衤砝痰玫搅绥炖︽茆潯
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形态的魔力把他迷惑住了。他看到了一只箱子,但是却没有看到箱子里到底装的是什么东西。这是一件不幸,而在婚姻的生活中这要算是一件绝大的不幸。如果箱子一旦裂开了,它上面的金褪掉了,买它的人一定要后悔不该做这桩交易的。在一个大宴会中,如果一个人发现自己吊带上的扣子落掉了、却没有裤带可以应急,他一定会感到狼狈不堪的。不过更糟糕的是:你在一个大宴会中发现你的妻子和丈母娘专门讲些无聊的傻话,而你一时又找不出聪明的办法把这些假话遮掩过去。
这对年轻夫妇常常手握着手坐着。他谈论着,她偶尔之间吐出个把字眼鈥斺斃鲜悄敲匆桓鐾纳鳎鲜窍裰右谎昧饺隆V挥械彼堑囊桓雠笥阉辗评窗莘玫氖焙颍木癫潘闶堑玫揭坏憬夥拧
苏菲不是太漂亮。她的身体当然也没有什么缺陷。珈拉说她的背有点驼,但是这只有女朋友才看得出来。她是一个头脑冷静的女子,她一点也没有想到自己在这家里可能是一个危险人物。她在这个玩偶之家里等于一股新鲜的空气,而新鲜的空气大家都认为是必需的。他们需要更多的新鲜空气,因此就走到新鲜空气中去。丈母娘和这新婚的一对到意大利去旅行。
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